yea.........i freaking need God now.....more than ever...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009 at 1:40 AM
WELL,im guilty,but ive tried to change since i got the warning,it wasnt my fault I was late yesterday,but still the very thought of me dissapointing my mom,hurts,hurts like hell.....

and nothing ever feels worse than offending her,mean she's always there for me.,and i swear that from now on im gonna change,nothing is gonna stop me from studying hard,and come to think of it,it is only me stopping me,and this shit im going through has to stop,has to...

the sleepless nights,the frustration with life itself....the constant wondering mind i possess,the 'A.D.D' ,has to be stopped at all cost..and what makes this battle even harder is the very fact that i almost despise what im studying,but i know that no excuses cant be allowed to stand in my path....although im am contemplating changing my course degree..

thank God for the relatives i have in Canada,once im done with my damn ass degree,im gonna go there,gonna live there,forget Malaysia....but lol,ill miss my friends,the ones who were there when i needed em most,right now though,im looking to Jesus.....Help me Lord!!

4 comments

  1. Daryl Says:

    Ah, this is rare. Good shit. God IS your saviour. You're a very potentially bright young man. People your age nowadays tend to turn to alcohol and drugs to make themselves feel better, but you, my friend, turned to the Lord. May God bless you. Have a good day chap.

  2. Daryl Says:

    Oh and one more thing before I forget, I'm proud of you. =) You take care now.

  3. hahaha...
    daryl playin priest..
    haha
    'have a good day chap' just makes me laugh!!

  4. tim Says:

    ahah...what chap all now?i aint no chap nigger......

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