Alone
you come in here alone
your soul cries alone
when the lights go off
you know for sure
you lie alone
and the pain inside you
drowns you
this life aint nothing but a memory
and everything and everyone's temporary
and all you could ever be is ordinary
all these feelings
have no meanings it seems
and you search high and low
but then my friend
you get caught in the undertow
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came up with this crap in class,gaha!yes class is that depressing. i learned today that some people thought i actually played a part in a friend's breakup,this happened a long time ago,i dont know if i did,just that,at that parcticular time this person was really close to me,he still is i think, he neglected his girlfriend.it came to a point she actually made him choose,the strangest part is this friend never told me anything.on another note it seems i really offended another girl when i teased her indirectly bout her weight issues.seems she was wound up really bad,well who wouldn be hurt,but i heard she was really grieved.feels like shit,i wanted to make her a card,sounds funny coming from me,but yea,i havent seen her in a long time..hope i get the chance to make it up to her.enough sob stories
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now Christmas is round the corner,mommy understand she's getting old,keeps on bugging me on what to get my little cousins.now im helpin her make boxes and im guessing its me who's gonna put up the tree and the decorations since my little sister aint here.she even forced me to wash the toilet to which i pissed her off when i finished a whole new bottle of dettol,.there's the escape route...gahaha..she says she'll teach me how to make chocolate cakes and all this year,my God now i understand whats it like being the only child,sis come back!!
I HATE BEING A MOMMA'S BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRGHHHHHHH!
by the way ive been facing immense stress at work,although my body has never been in better pyhsical state due to hours of working out,stomach muscles ache like hell..
..im kinda sad tho bout my friends in college,i really think our misunderstandings are so petty,and we should start this all over,the real problem is that some of us like to control the others,man,wish things were all fine..anyway,i think i have never rambled so much ever
...so gdnite...
